the lucky 2009

i still can't believe that 2009 is over.seriously,2009 was damn unexpected.I can says 2009 is very diffrent than the past year.2009 is the year where i learn and discovered a lot of new things.The most experinced that i can't belive is im living far away from my family,theres alot of new things when i living far away from my family.All i can say is a new life,its not easy as peoples think.Almost every morning i have to wake up eary morning just to get prepare to go work.Imagine it, when your siblings and your parents is having nice food at their own home while you have to go work early morning just to get money to pay the rental.I still can't believe when i have to work just to get money to pay my rental and every morning i have to walk alomost 3 kilometers just to reach my work place.Hmmm.its really unexpected.2009 also is the most fun year for me which i got a lot of new friends.working at topshop ,studied at college.wooww i love 2009 so much.

some moment i will never forget :)



Paintball Day with college friends






accompanied college friends to blog to paris contest.



White studio photoshoot at kelana jaya




my bestfriend suprise party at pyramid




English big project,coral speaking-mrs marry morais




Hallowen Party at Mansion







Fyda open house,im gonna mis her like ___









outdoor photoshoot.im gonna miss this!





A nite to party at euphoria



The first party at college,orientation dinner for july intake









The first day of college and the most tiring day.the moment i will never forget.

Destiny

huh,what a day im having today.i feels so bad today.harghhh i think im gonna kill someone soon.hm i miss my friends so much ,lyn,fyda,fai,azim,shaf,dee,dimi,daren,Guys wait for me ok.i knw you guys have a lot of plan to do during our semester break,but really sorry because i can't make it.fuck i feels so bad,i really wanna join you guys,acoustic nite,photoshoot at segi,hang out,movie date.harghh.I just got back from watching 2012 at tgv with unknown peoples i guess.haha anyway it was damn great.huh again i feels so bad and nervous,result is coming soon.im worry if im failed,what should i do man?i do not want to repeat pleas.

Day and night

suck!today was suck.i dont know what make me felt so tired today.i woke up at 12.30.hm i did again.hm.i've just skipped two class today hm pleas,whats wrong to me,almost every week i skipped class.sorry mom and dad.i know you will mad and dissapointed to me when you know this.sometimes,i felt dissapointed to myself.pleas i dont want to talk about this actually.but why lately i felt like i just wasted my time and i felt i hate college so much.i was thinking,why i have to regret with my decision.should i quit study?i dont think my parents will happy with my decision.hating college?i dont think its sound good.but why lately i felt like i hate college.is it because of unwanted peoples in my college or im not intrested to study anymore or i have to change my course?hmmm im still thinking whats wrong to me but now i just wont regret with what i have decided at first. i hate to say that im regret.i dont like that word at all.but almost everyday ,its cross on my mind.im tired of saying im regret and tired of waiting.sometimes i felt i just like a bird on a wire.nothing to do and just waiting for a new day with a useless body and waiting for the wing to move.should i give up ,this is life and wish me luck.

Malacca

pictures at malacca

EXIT

somebody,tell me what the hell is these.

i have to work
i have to study
i have to do my assignment

im tired oh

what a day

Finally,i just got back from melacca.WOW.its really unexpected.Melacca was fucking awesome!.Its a really nice place to chill.I saw a lot of tourist there,I thought melacca just like other state in malaysia.HAHAH pictures coming soon :P

what the hell

what you gonna answer these questions?


do you believe in love at first sight?
do you still remember the first day of your school?
do you have any weird friend?
does anyone like you?
are you dare to be naked in front of your partner before get married?
how many times you've kissed other peoples except your partner?
do you believe of bestfriend?
would you tell your friends how much money you got in your bank account?
do you agree if peoples around you said that love such a silly games that we play everyday?
what is the diffrences love and like?
what hurts right now?
would you show to peoples around you if you mad at them and you get hurt of what they said about you?
what is the one thing you regret?
what do you think of person you like?
if you could go back in time,what would you change?
what you gonna do when someone upset at you?
do you believe in miracles and karma?
would you tell your parents how money times you went to club in a week?
would you marry your enemy?
how will you die?
what do you think when you see person you like?
will you ever get married?
finally,what the hell are you doing right now?haha ;p