Destiny

huh,what a day im having today.i feels so bad today.harghhh i think im gonna kill someone soon.hm i miss my friends so much ,lyn,fyda,fai,azim,shaf,dee,dimi,daren,Guys wait for me ok.i knw you guys have a lot of plan to do during our semester break,but really sorry because i can't make it.fuck i feels so bad,i really wanna join you guys,acoustic nite,photoshoot at segi,hang out,movie date.harghh.I just got back from watching 2012 at tgv with unknown peoples i guess.haha anyway it was damn great.huh again i feels so bad and nervous,result is coming soon.im worry if im failed,what should i do man?i do not want to repeat pleas.

Day and night

suck!today was suck.i dont know what make me felt so tired today.i woke up at 12.30.hm i did again.hm.i've just skipped two class today hm pleas,whats wrong to me,almost every week i skipped class.sorry mom and dad.i know you will mad and dissapointed to me when you know this.sometimes,i felt dissapointed to myself.pleas i dont want to talk about this actually.but why lately i felt like i just wasted my time and i felt i hate college so much.i was thinking,why i have to regret with my decision.should i quit study?i dont think my parents will happy with my decision.hating college?i dont think its sound good.but why lately i felt like i hate college.is it because of unwanted peoples in my college or im not intrested to study anymore or i have to change my course?hmmm im still thinking whats wrong to me but now i just wont regret with what i have decided at first. i hate to say that im regret.i dont like that word at all.but almost everyday ,its cross on my mind.im tired of saying im regret and tired of waiting.sometimes i felt i just like a bird on a wire.nothing to do and just waiting for a new day with a useless body and waiting for the wing to move.should i give up ,this is life and wish me luck.

Malacca

pictures at malacca

EXIT

somebody,tell me what the hell is these.

i have to work
i have to study
i have to do my assignment

im tired oh

what a day

Finally,i just got back from melacca.WOW.its really unexpected.Melacca was fucking awesome!.Its a really nice place to chill.I saw a lot of tourist there,I thought melacca just like other state in malaysia.HAHAH pictures coming soon :P

what the hell

what you gonna answer these questions?


do you believe in love at first sight?
do you still remember the first day of your school?
do you have any weird friend?
does anyone like you?
are you dare to be naked in front of your partner before get married?
how many times you've kissed other peoples except your partner?
do you believe of bestfriend?
would you tell your friends how much money you got in your bank account?
do you agree if peoples around you said that love such a silly games that we play everyday?
what is the diffrences love and like?
what hurts right now?
would you show to peoples around you if you mad at them and you get hurt of what they said about you?
what is the one thing you regret?
what do you think of person you like?
if you could go back in time,what would you change?
what you gonna do when someone upset at you?
do you believe in miracles and karma?
would you tell your parents how money times you went to club in a week?
would you marry your enemy?
how will you die?
what do you think when you see person you like?
will you ever get married?
finally,what the hell are you doing right now?haha ;p

:)

im at jb for a week during raya week.i love jb so much but
i love kl too.hahah :)

korean

hahah one of my friends ask me to watch this.



HAHAHHA.i know its funny ;p i found another one after watch it.



what i can say is nobody in this world are perfect :)

MIRACLES

:) Today is fucking tiring,but i have no idea why i felt too happy.it might because a miracles :)
what i can say now i felt so much better than a few days ago.Thank God,finally i know what is miracles.I dont think i have to wait for it anymore.I just realised my life so much better and im starting to felt okay when i stop think about that. :) hahahah suddenly i can't stop smile and laughing.HAHAH somebody pleas tell me why.I think today is one of my best days in my life.I think you also realised it when you read this.hahaha again i can't stop smile and laughing. ;p
hahah,i never felt happy because i felt dissapointed at first. haha like i said this is miracles.Thank God :)
Today i receive a message from someone and its make me change the way i think about my life.why should i wait for someone that doesn't know how to appriciate peoples around him/her.hmm,i think,this is better,lets God make you and me to close our eyes for a while to sleep.haha OH its miracles again,i JUST REALISED THAT you trying to stop laughing.hahahah ITS MIRACLES AGAIN.THANK GOD you show to me that person is not important in my life at all. :)





I dont know what to say anymore.hahah i felt so much better now and i love my friends so much :p

whats next

you,yourself!,I have no idea to describe about you anymore
.I did a lot to show to you that i never take it easily.
and i love you so much.
im trying not to give up but i can't accept this anymore.
But from now on,i will take it slowly.
i dont think i should be there anymore.
i have no idea why you have to lie to yourself.
hmm maybe you felt better being a spechless
,but inside the spechless i can see what you trying to hidding.
Hm its nice very nice,i love you so much ;/
pleas ask yourself
why you have to do this?
is fun for you?
can transform yourlife into heaven?
why you have to wait for tommorow?
pleas dont tell me
what is on your mind now
because i dont think i should think about you anymore.
i felt so lucky i found you again
lets god find a way for me to see you again in future
and i hopefully you are not a spechless and clueless anymore
thanks god for asked me to stop think about you
and i wouldnt
say i regret ;/

what a day

sunday morning-6 september

arrive at jb 2.30am
brother fetch me at larkin station
went to mcdonalds with brother and his friends for sahur
arrive HOME sweet home at 4.30-parents were sleeping
waiting for parents for sahur again but they did'nt wake up ;/
i can't sleep ,not sleepy at all
fucking bored-fida called and gossip gossip hahahha
no idea what to do,watching korean movie in laptop until sleep

monday-7 september

woke up at 4pm
had a fuckg nice sleep
take a bath
drive to parents shop
meet parents and hug them like shit
parents ask to cut hair ;d
went to bazaar with cousins
bought a heaven food
buka puasa with parents for the first time :)
fucking full until cannot walk
meet a coolest classmate( i dont miss them at all actually) :p
went to mcdonald again
drink a hot miloo
drive to home
gossip on msn
sleep man ;/

tuesday-8 september

woke up at 12,quite earlier than usual
take a bath
went out with stupid cousins until 12
and have to cut my hair,fuck i love my long hair ;/
fucking tiring,cannot talk anymore
forgot to take bath
slept without take bath.hishhhh

wednesday-9 september

supposed to go back kl at 11am
but fucking lazy
decided to stay until late night
went out to j &co and drink hot coffe
pack for going back kl-i miss college man
take a rest for a while
waiting for parents for dinner
brother fetch to larkin station
in my way go back to kl
arrive at pudu station at 5.40am
waiting for the first train(lrt) at 6.00am
arrive at kl central at 6.20am
have to wait for fucking stupid ktm again
finally arrive at setia jaya station arround 6.50am
cleaning up room before go to college
arrive at college with fucking weird hair
some of friends was happy
and some of them was"hm what happend to your hair?

I was born to tell you i love you

did you know i love you so much? :(

i'm bored

yesterday,i was stay a whole day at library my college because i have to study and do some revision for ms quiz.At night i went to tharbush to having my dinner and after i finished my dinner i received a calling and messages from my classmate that our lecturer is not felling well,so our class and quiz have to postpone to next week.fuck,i was like fucking cannot say anything man ;/

THREE AND A HALF

I just realised that in my group(july intakers)we spend a lot of our time for fun than studies.What we supposed to do actually at taylors?hahahahha stop social guys.A few days ago,haha we went to paintball at shah alam.but i didn't play .FUCK- OFF ,its damn expensive man and sure paintfull ;/
pictures coming soon :)

Like i said

I had so much fun even the orientation dinner bored like hell.Thanks to fyda for the free entry to envie bar club and i can't remmbr another one ;) and thanks to dhiva too for free macdonald :)

























































i love my masscomm peoples so much.i do :))

KIDS BY MGMT

KIDS BY MGMT.WHICH ONE IS BETTER,HAHAH I LIKE BOTH :)



OR

JUICE 7TH BIRTHDAY

NEXT EVENT :)
AT MINISTRY OF SOUND ,EUPHORIA SUNWAY LAGOON.
JUICE 7TH BIRTHDAY.
LET'S PARTY PEOPLES.SEE YOU THERE :)

LOOKBOOK.

SHITTT! LOOKBOOK FUCKING AWESOME :/
These is some of pictures tht i copy from lookbook.

ABC

I LIKE MY COLLEGE SO MUCH. :)

the new day and the drama

the new day and the new drama,haha created by unexpected people me,shafiq,zharif,lyn,fyda,dee and gasty ...plus the new one afiq wahahah ;p




everything is unexpected,me and fyda was late,haha the most kalam kabut people.wtf man ;p



after finish day one,we went to coffe bean at subang parade,i were sleeping and i thought they're talking about me haha azhar is "sleepyhead" ;/



thanks god,this is really unexpected and sweet.love you guys,sure we must go to coffe bean again :p

DAY 2



Day 2.me,fyda and gasty was late again.we had our breakfast at mamak first while dee,lyn,zharif and syafiq is at the annexe for the the bored briefing ;p



let's go to the level 7.hahah we will never late for get the place ;).




we're foundation in communication student,damn where is gasty and zharif,hahah forgot they're diploma student. ;p



dee and shafique got the same height,cool im the taller :p



zaf efron and vaneesa hudson :p

hello people

HAH.hello peoples.im back for blog, after got back from hometown after 22days.im quite busy now,a lot of things around my head .anyway im going to college this monday hahah so,i will be more busy :L

LION CITY

Yesterday, i went to singapore.btw im not really intrested about singapore and i dont knw what is the most intresting about singapore.These is some of picture was taken by me around singapore.