Day and night

suck!today was suck.i dont know what make me felt so tired today.i woke up at 12.30.hm i did again.hm.i've just skipped two class today hm pleas,whats wrong to me,almost every week i skipped class.sorry mom and dad.i know you will mad and dissapointed to me when you know this.sometimes,i felt dissapointed to myself.pleas i dont want to talk about this actually.but why lately i felt like i just wasted my time and i felt i hate college so much.i was thinking,why i have to regret with my decision.should i quit study?i dont think my parents will happy with my decision.hating college?i dont think its sound good.but why lately i felt like i hate college.is it because of unwanted peoples in my college or im not intrested to study anymore or i have to change my course?hmmm im still thinking whats wrong to me but now i just wont regret with what i have decided at first. i hate to say that im regret.i dont like that word at all.but almost everyday ,its cross on my mind.im tired of saying im regret and tired of waiting.sometimes i felt i just like a bird on a wire.nothing to do and just waiting for a new day with a useless body and waiting for the wing to move.should i give up ,this is life and wish me luck.